My Great 4 Months....

Wit Zap @ Maktab Polis Cheras - nak gi ujian menembak kat PGA Cheras

1st week of DPA-Modul Kecergasan Diri @ Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam. Muka baik2 lagi waktu ni....lum jadik setan hahahaha.....

to be continue....

Thank you Kam........

It's so hard to find that forgivenes in my heart.....

It's even harder to forgive myself......

I hate myself for not forgiving u untill now....

but what i hatred the most is when i can't forgive my ownself....

thank you to both of u.....

either u do it on purpose or vice verse.....

may God bless us....

for our life after this....

Let just kiss and say goodbye.....

Inilah hari yang paling sedih dalam hidupku
Demi pertemuan kita ini adalah yang terakhir
Aku tak sanggup melihatkan kau pergi
Meninggalkan aku menahan kepedihan

Selama ini kita terlalu mesra
Tapi kau telah meracun hati dan fikiranku
Duniaku kini diseliputi mendung
Maka tersiksalah aku didalam kegelapan
Aku terpaksa melepaskan kau pergi
Demi diriku tak berharga lagi untukmu
Biarlah kuterima kenyataan ini

Harapan setinggi gunung
Berderai menjadi debu
Mengapakah kisah sedih
Yang selalu ku alami

Kupercaya padamu
Dengan sepenuh hatiku
Engkaulah cahaya
Penerang jalan hidup

Tapi kau permainkan
Engkau sakitkan hatiku
Sengaja kau bermesra
Dengan dia teman barumu

Apa daya ku ini
Engkau bebas membuat pilihan
Tak dapatku halang kau
Terhadap dalam cinta

Hatiku luka kerna kau
Yang tak bertimbang rasa
Kulepaskan kau pergi
Asalkan kau bahagia

Ketika kau melangkahkan kaki
Jangan kau menoleh kepadaku
Ku tak sanggup
Melihat kau berlalu
Hatiku... Luka... Lagi...

How To Spend Your Day?

-Orang Utan yang dah season hehehe... -

-muka lapar Haleem sebab tak makan lagi...next time kita bawa bekal ok kam..eerrr...cam sama lak kita ngan yg atas kan wakakakaaka...-

This is what happen when u didn't know where else to go...hehe....trip to the Zoo....This ia my 2nd time to the National Zoo since 1995. Back in 1995, i was here with my family. 13 years and there's a lot of things had change. There's a reptile park where they place all the reptiles such as snakes, bewak (heheheh) , frogs (eeuuwww.....) ect.

LOVE UNITED

Midah n Rosdy are both my classmates in secondary school from Form 1 until Form 5. As far as i remember, they have been together since form 2 ( 1995) and finally they have tied the knot a few days after hari raya this year.....12 years its has been...aiyooo....time do goes by.......congratz to the couple....u guys finally made it!!!!! Yaaayyyy...!!!!!

'NORA MARZUKI DAN IBUKU'

ku beritahu ibuku

kata-kata nora marzuki,

"selagi kepalaku punya rambut

tidak akan ku sembunyikan ia

di balik kerudung".



ibuku

terkenal sopan bicara

namun kali ini

menyinga wajahnya,

"bilang sama itu nora majuki

selagi kemaluannya punya rambut

usah sembunyikan ia

disebalik celana".



ZIZIE ALI

Februari 2000

MY FRIEND'S WEDDING...

Got nothing interesting to jot down about me. I just want to share a few photos of my friends during their majlis kahwin. This is Ija n hubby wedding @ Labis, Johor.















And this is Fety n hubby (suhaimi) bride n brideroom's photo shoot hehehe..... at her place in Tumpat, Kelantan.

LAGU KERAMAT...

SENTIASA SELANGKAH DI HADAPAN

DIJADIKAN PEDOMAN

ITULAH ILTIZAM KAMI PESERTA

DIPLOMA PENGURUSAN AWAM

KETEGUHAN SAHSIAH DAN PEKERTI

LAMBANG KEUNGGULAN PTD

KESOPANAN SERTA KESUSILAAN

JADI KEUTAMAAN

KAMI BERIKRAR TERUS BERUSAHA

MENJIWAI KEUNGGULAN

SIFAT MULIA TEGUHKAN KETRAMPILAN

ASAS KE ARAH KECEMERLANGAN

PERKHIDMATAN TADBIR DIPLOMATIK

JASA KEPADA PERTIWI

MENERUSKAN TRADISI INI

ASPIRASI DAN KOMITMEN KAMI

It's hard to memorize it at first....it show that i'm old already...hehe. But that's not the main problem. It's either i can take it and carry it behind my back with me for at least 30 more years to come is the main problem.

Accident...

Around 11 am this morning, i found myself bump into an accident with a motorcycle near to PICC in Putrajaya. How do i react to it? NANGIS la waaaaaa........i never been through this kind of experience. It's me! My ownself dah terlanggar orang!!!! But lucky for me the motorcyclist was ok. Both of them...

They approached me 1st by telling me that they knew me becoz they used to see me in NRE (this is the place where i work before and sekarang pun keje kat sini juga). Later i found that both of them are the security guards working in the same building that i work. Hehe...it's funny becoz i'm the one yang langgar but they ask me to be calm and go home as they both are ok. Thank God i bump into a nice kind of person...or maybe diorang tak tahan tengok my tears of shock kot hehehe....

My car was so teruk jugak la. Huhu...i've plan to hantar cuci keta tu lepas balik from ofis but it's seem that kene hantar bengkel dulu la. BTW, why the hell do i go to ofis today? Its saturday and cutiday maa....trying to find my KWSP laa...have to submit it on Monday for my new job!!!! Argghhh tensenya...dah la bulan ni takde gaji, ni nak kene antar bengkel lak. Takpe la, nanti nak try pau my kambing sayang huahuahua......

I promise to be more carefull next time. No more day dream for me!!!!

LAST DAY @ WORK....

It's saturday...and yes, i'am still working. Yesterday 17th August were supposed to be my last day at JKPTG. But what to do.....still have an unfinished bisnes maa.

I have to complete my IP. I can just leave it and let others to continue but i can't. Why? because i feel so guilty. I have said my promised to all the Casmarians that i will help them. So, i try my best to complete the IP and will ask my collegue, ira to submit it to the Strata's LA of PTG Selangor.

It's 3.30 pm...i've done the I.P. Can take a short breath for a moment. Need to pack my things. Kemas my meja and bla...bla...bla...so sad..isk..iskk....it's hard to let go, but as The Beetles said...LET IT BE....

There's more to come....eeee....takutnya...

p/s: Still haven't decide yet either i should travel tomorrow or on Monday to Kemaman...errmmm....pening2...