kini telah lama kita berpisah

rintihan asmara kian berubah

tiada lagi mengharap

tiada lagi belaian manja mu

semua telah berakhir

ketenangan hidup menyinariku

keperitan cinta terlerai sudah

tabah dengan hati luka nan berduri

ku mengenali siapakah diriku

yang sebenarnya

tiada lagi tangisan tiada lagi air mata

membasahi jiwa luka

yang tinggalan hanya memori duka

semuanya diduga pertemuan kali ini takkan berkekalan

berakhirlah istana bahagia

biarkan daku hidup kesorangan

tak perlu lagi cinta yang menghiris luka

titisan air mata kini kekeringan

tak perlu menabur kasihmu

dan kini tertutup jendela harapan ini

kau yang menanti ke pangkuan aku

semua takdir yang telah ku temu akan ku rela segalanya tanpa mu

Where Do U Put Yourself Today?

Love is in the air!!!

Love is everywhere....it's not hard to find one but to choose the right one is the hardest thing to do...hehe....

To all my friends out there, our LOVE is in the air rite now, rite?? hehehehehe....doesn't matter wat kind of LOVE we're having but it's feels so good...

I think i've sound soooo poyo rite now hahahaha...!!!! But wat the heck....coz LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!!!

p/s : Happy 24th Birthday Kam..!!!! May God bless u...:)

Gonna Miss U Guys...!!!

Zap and Rani


Saedah


Najib


Arni and Najwa

Nelbon

Walter

I love u Aunty Maimon....

Aunty Maimon u like a mother to me although my mom is so far away from me thank u for your concern thank u for everything i wish that we could be family one day although i guess it's not going to be happen but never mind because u already like a mom to me....

My Door of Journey...

U feel like a disaster when u lose someone u love....i've felt that feelin 7 years ago when my father die in an accident. It's like u are day dreaming.....blurr...is't true? is't really happening to me? what the heck is really happen? the last time i see my father is when before he was put into the coffin...till then i haven't got any courage to see him in that 'thing'.... Things happen so fast....a few years later, just two days ago....my long lost friend sms me n tell me that his daughter had died on the 20th June...it's been two weeks. I was shocked....i haven't got the changed to meet his daughter before. But i'm sure she's a good girl....God love her so much...that's why He took her in her early age. For my dear friend....be strong...i know it's hard but u still got three more to take care of ok.... Today, another friend of mine lost his father in-law to be....concerned is more to her mate as he didn't update her with anything...well he might need some moment for his ownself....be patient ok my friend.... When we lost somebody, it had taken us to another step of life....right or left path, it's all up to u...there's no wrong door, all doors will lead u to the same destination...it just that the journey of each door are differ from each other. As for now, i think i had choose the door of a thousand journey....so hard but i know it promising....the tears and the memories still slowing down my journey...only GOD knows it because i'm sure that He is there accompanied me along the way...

POLICE MODULE@MAKTAB PDRM CHERAS

4th May 2008 - arrived@ Maktab PDRM Cheras.....semua orang busy menarik, mengangkat and mengangkut beg masing-masing to hostel hehehe.....




Best giler hostel kat sini.....selesa la kalau nak banding dengan modul-modul lain hehehe....
Tengah concentrate kat demo oleh FRU...huh seriusnya...

My Great 4 Months....

Wit Zap @ Maktab Polis Cheras - nak gi ujian menembak kat PGA Cheras

1st week of DPA-Modul Kecergasan Diri @ Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam. Muka baik2 lagi waktu ni....lum jadik setan hahahaha.....

to be continue....

Thank you Kam........

It's so hard to find that forgivenes in my heart.....

It's even harder to forgive myself......

I hate myself for not forgiving u untill now....

but what i hatred the most is when i can't forgive my ownself....

thank you to both of u.....

either u do it on purpose or vice verse.....

may God bless us....

for our life after this....

Let just kiss and say goodbye.....

Inilah hari yang paling sedih dalam hidupku
Demi pertemuan kita ini adalah yang terakhir
Aku tak sanggup melihatkan kau pergi
Meninggalkan aku menahan kepedihan

Selama ini kita terlalu mesra
Tapi kau telah meracun hati dan fikiranku
Duniaku kini diseliputi mendung
Maka tersiksalah aku didalam kegelapan
Aku terpaksa melepaskan kau pergi
Demi diriku tak berharga lagi untukmu
Biarlah kuterima kenyataan ini

Harapan setinggi gunung
Berderai menjadi debu
Mengapakah kisah sedih
Yang selalu ku alami

Kupercaya padamu
Dengan sepenuh hatiku
Engkaulah cahaya
Penerang jalan hidup

Tapi kau permainkan
Engkau sakitkan hatiku
Sengaja kau bermesra
Dengan dia teman barumu

Apa daya ku ini
Engkau bebas membuat pilihan
Tak dapatku halang kau
Terhadap dalam cinta

Hatiku luka kerna kau
Yang tak bertimbang rasa
Kulepaskan kau pergi
Asalkan kau bahagia

Ketika kau melangkahkan kaki
Jangan kau menoleh kepadaku
Ku tak sanggup
Melihat kau berlalu
Hatiku... Luka... Lagi...